so my sister thinks im dating some guy...

yes so what if i am 19, is being single a crime these days? if not that is talking to guys a crime? so yeah i have more guy friends then female ones. and dearest moni thinks i am hiding my boyfriend from her, coz a girl my age has to have one (acc to her!)

so i thought i'd clarify, no darling i ain't seeing anyone basically coz most ppl cant stand me..nad frankly my dear, i dont give a damn!

poem #2

while running with the time
do you remember what you have lost?
running after money, that new car,
but at what cost?

do you ever take a moment
and sit near the window?
reminiscing about your past
smiling in its shadow?

i miss those little things
silly and stupid they might be
not the new home nor the new phone
helps me to be that happy,

i wish i could run around the house again,
mom following with the stick,
i wish i could go to the park swing and slide,
without people thinking im sick.

i wish i could curl up in my daddy's arms
rather than sitting alone,
i wish i could revisit happy and silly times,
which seem long gone.

i wish i had the time
to just bask in the glory of the setting sun,
not worry about tomorrow,
for once slow down in life's run.

there are lots of things I'd like to do again,
i wish i have the chance to do them one last time,
being carefree and loved like a little kid,
but alas, I've run out of time.

birthday story continued

hmm..it seems the house arrest was actually because my school friends told my dad they'd give me a surprise. guess what..they didn't turn up. THANKS A LOT for putting me through that misery. bitches.

so i didn't study, sat online for a while and saw a random movie on star movies (i don't even remember the name!) In the evening, i and rest of the family were originally supposed to go to a second cousin's sangeet. yeah so we didn't go, instead i got a yummy butterscotch cake with lots of nuts, and pav bhaji dinner.

i received "im so sorry, i forgot to msg/call earlier, happy birthday" till like 11.59 in the night.lol no hard feelings though. u guys somehow managed to remember is good enough. and yeah also earned a little from assorted uncles and aunties.

so now that i am a year older and hopefully wiser (i totally doubt it) i hope i decrease a bit of my sillyness.

yeah by the way my favorite birthday msg was " happy 5th birthday! hope u remain 5 rest of your life" oh n so you guys know, i still am dying to have pizza! is anyone listening????

mwah!

mishaps on bday!

so what that my birthday as of this second is barely 13 hrs old..but i still had mishaps! yeah cant believe it? neither can i!

so it starts with my awful phone. its gets hanged exactly 5 mins before 12 and my on-off button doesn't work. so i sit and wrestle with the bad ass button till it finally works. 12.02

so then i sit waiting for some one to call up. i finally i welcome new year in my life! and what u mishap u ask me...it so happens none of my really best friends call! all of them manage to fall asleep the same night when they usually are up till the morning light. (yeah i am still angry and im gonna "forget" calling you guys as well!)

anyways with that i also got an unexpected call and the least expected calls make your day, or in my case, night. so after all the phone calls i lay to rest but i am still bummed that mom called in the morning and not at 12..so yes my dad has given me unlimited shopping budget with a catch as bday gift so i am happy but we go shopping after momma dearest lands in mumbai tomorrow.

and i stole my laptop yet again, almost breaking my dad's lock. which is now thankfully and with god's grace restored.so as of now this is gonna be one boring birthday, given that i am under house arrest to study (exams going on) and i am not going anywhere either with friends or family despite this being a Saturday. but nevertheless after-bday-party does show lotsa promise..so lets hang on to it..

so again in chorus
" happy bday to me, happy bday to me!!"