Sunday, May 18, 2008

oh damn!

yeah be afraid, very afraid.
my semester 4 exams are sitting right on top of my head (commencing on 22nd may by the way.) and what do i do? yeah sit online, watch tv, read comics, write useless blogs, and talk on the phone! so i know i should be studying but when you have subjects that i have, how can you!
i know people are going to be pissed if i tell them "ummm..by the way, i still haven't completed 2 chapters of the subject" but lets face it, its the truth. so i tried studying last night and the night before and the night before, with NO success whatsoever. i can be up talking on the phone or watching tv or chatting till 3-4 in the night but studying? NOT A CHANCE! so if anyone has any advices they should let me know..i am desperate!

P.S. even offline messages will do!

Thursday, May 8, 2008

i found you

p.s: its the plural you
this one is dedicated to all my bestest friends who are and will always be there for me!
thank you! mwaaah! you guys know who you are. =)


watching through an open window,
wondering if anyone knows
what it feels like to be me
how alone i can be.

in the crowd of friends,
i seemed like the stranger,
everyone was immersed in laughter
while i think n feel sombre.

every little wish,
every little dream,
had seemed to fall apart before my eyes,
i wish i was smarter,i wish i was wise.

but out of no where
you came along.
like a fresh breeze of the sea,
you came to me.

past faded away,
new dawn arrived.
my fake laughter died somehow,
in its place was that true happy glow.

my friend, couldn't have you come earlier
i wondered as i looked at you.
it would have been easier,
because i know you would have made it disappear.

suddenly i feel all better,
suddenly life is so beautiful.
it was fresh and new,
because i knew i had you.

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

ha and i thought it was possible in good indian movies and cheesy novels!

You know they say/write that every person has a happy ending. well let me admit it, i didn't think so. for a long time in my life i ended up thinking some people have all the bad luck, Queen of tragedy being me. why don't ask me, thats like writing a never ending book of misfortunes. never mind that, point being, happy endings do exist. if you wait long enough for it, that is.

so despite all the melodrama in my life, as of now i am happy and super content with my life. thanks to some amazing people and end of stupid vivas (;p)
so i tried writing a few words on that. so ended up with the lines below. hope u guys like it. =)



My long suffering has ended.
Gone are the sharp pains only partially blunted by morphine.
Like winter into summer, my tears are now perpetually frozen
Into the joy of being happy.
Stillness for me reflexes a lack of suffering,
and that is my happy ending.