hmmm..

me,jinal and two or three other people always end up at CCD, tian for a coffee when we sit for studies and there....hell breaks lose! everyone ends up telling their dukh bhari kahanis or perhaps (lets tone down the melodrama) their life stories. so yesterday while i was supposed to study ecad, we went to, u guessed it, CCD. because i had a huge ass craving for a chocolate donut and jinal had a craving for cafe mocha! so there we discussed everything from the couple who were doing PT on the coffee table to the waiter who didn't understand what jinal was trying to tell him to long time crushes to cute FE guys (lol!) and at that point i realized i NEVER had a long time crush/obsession with someone nothing! my longest crush was what 9-10 months! and i also realized damn i don't even know what i am looking for in a guy while everyone had fixed ideas about their required future alliances. cheers to me the happily single girl..lol. anyways not moving away from the topic I've decided to make a list of qualities i want in a guy. it might be short or long i don't know because before i put this post up its going to be revised three hundred times. and by the way this is not going to be anything like the previous time pass list i put up. so lets start.

1. trustworthy (absolutely important)

2. loyal and honest (again like some people i know say, without honesty nothing lasts)

3. great sense of humor (if they cant make me laugh i'll say bye-bye!for sure)

4. understanding.

5. must know when to speak and when to shup up and let me speak.

6. should respect women. (male chuvnists rejected!)

7. manners and etiquette are really important.

8. should love to joke around and surprise me!

9. should love silly games like i do.

10.yes should be serious at times but not all the time.

11. whiners not allowed

12. should pamper me like a princess (i can dream right!)

13. impromptu plans thumbs up.

14. possiveness is good,excessive possiveness absolutely a no-no.

15. hopefully should be VERY comfortable wid my friends and family.

16. 50 phone calls a day--not allowed!

17. something called personal space should be present.

18. have a good dressing sense (really i dont want to be seen around with someone who resembles govinda from his younger days!)

19. should be independent and know his mind.

20. bossing me is not allowed.

don't give up.

i know i haven't written a poem in a long time. so this might be a little rusty,please bear with me. you are free to leave comments and interpret it your own way. I'd love to know your thoughts!
dedicated to all those people who need a reason to go on.i know i have one. =)


if everyday you wake up,
thinking whats next.
don't give up hope, not yet
sit back and relax.

for end this not might be,
you have still much to see,
think of all good things,
let all the bygones be.

don't be sad ever,
thinking of past and all,
it is called past because its gone
what you should do is rise above the fall.

think of all the things
you always wanted to do.
no matter how silly or stupid they maybe,
I'll help. I'll be always behind you.

wake up to a new day,
not thinking what went wrong,
rather, thinking "oh gosh,
to a new adventure you belong."

let me tell you one truth,
you are free to agree/disagree.
no one can destroy you,
only you can.not them, not me.

for me, and for every person
you call your own,
move stronger, move confident.
but please just don't give up.

my insane quick trip!

long time no blog..i know! sorry for that one..
yesterday krupa, sonam and i got crazy for some crazy reason and decided on a quick trip to panvel to do guess wat! see the station...lol..sounds crazy? it is! so instead of taking the usual 8.07 andheri train we took the 8.02 panvel (all timings as per king circle station). sonam picking me up, and we picking krupa up..from the respective home stations. (info: sonam->king circle, me->chunabhatti, krupa->tilak nagar)
then started our little stupid trip. none of our classmates knew anything about the "huge plan" so naturally people were worried where were the "central line girls!!??" because usually we the first one to arrive majorly due to our awesome(!) train timings. so naturally calls came followed by screeches on the phone saying "wtf are u doing in panvel?!" to more natural, "are you guys mad?" etc.
oh the weather, that was the best part. foggy and totally cool! all respective best friends called up one after another to inquire about our whereabouts. but what the hell its fun that we cared about. think about it. going to infinity mall costs us 20 bucks a trip per head, but panvel? its a different ball game. 26 rs return!
so we saw the amazing weather, saw random harrapa civilizations! that translates into loads of brick making units..lol..other than that the heavenly vashi-mankhurd bridge and lots of greenery and brownery! lol another one of my stupid jokes..
also mr.miral decides to call up. and while we are yak-yakking to glory, miss sonam goes and teases me yet again! (yeah mir, you din't hear that!) also i confess i am a pakka gujju especially now that i do have to count every random rupee i own. blaming that on my lost purse! next time pakka i'll have pan ice cream and vada-pav-outside-panvel-station! back to the phone since the time difference and all, it is good night for some people at 9.45 in the morning.
in any case. trip ended on a great note yeah and we REALLY didn't gossip,we were having too much fun just hanging in the train.also like we thought we actually got to attend a lecture!! missed only two of them! yay! so that was the end of our little trip. now i realize in simple words, mere pairo ki band baj gayi (translation:im dead tired!)!
lolz..
toddles!!
xoxo.